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so mani things happen recently but cannot everydae blog rite, mom not veli happi, say dat da electricity bill gone up liaoz.fridae las dae of skool but sum how i dun feel lyk it's da las dae of skool cos it doesn't feel quite rite lehz.screamed in claz wif ms teo until throat pain sia, hahahhahahahzzzz wish can scream lyk dat everydae, so fun!!!!!!!!!!haiz can't b'lieve 1 yr over liaoz n nxt yr gonna b sec2, juniors!!!!!!!haiz...ppl say dat i tryin 2 chg moi image wich i guess it's kinda true larz but dey say i dun cum out rite lyk dis image dun quite suit me.hav u all ever tot da reason i m chgin moi image is b'cos of u all?it's pretty true i wan a new me a 1 dat ppl can accept n not ignored la, dat can be popular but it seems ppl onli find me more weird.u all say dat i more pai kia but where got?i still go for band, i dun pon it n i dun lyk get into trouble lyk 4 defyin t'cher's orders wat.lingli say she prefer da old me wich has moi socks so high, skirt so long, hair lyk dunno wat lollipop style.dat me sux do u all noe?haiz...now so confused bout whether i shld stay lyk dat or go bac 2 las time, i jus dun get it y mus i b guai?dun wanna tink bout it larz.ytd band i so paiseh can't pitch da high note den dat twb made me tok thru moi instru, so funni n every1 laffed.sux, i was lyk tryin so hard 2 blow n every1 was silently watchin me, n da sound i played was lyk wanna fart but can't fart dat kind of sound, so paiseh!!!!haiz gtg liaoz so bb...
ouchie...body hurtin lyk siao cos yesterdae play badminton a bit too rough.haiz...yesterdae got choral nights, moi grp performed but i wasn't happi.why leh?
1.anne 4got 2 brin moi cap arh but nv tell me if not i go brin moi own, had 2 act without cap but without cap dun look lyk boi lehz.
2.li xuan las min say she no pants so she wear house tee n skool skirt, shitty isn't it?wanted 2 scold her but haiz...i m jus too kind.
3.stoopit w** w** guy scolded our claz says he will deal wif us, he totally spoiled moi mood man.
4.argh!!!!!i m mos mad bout dis!!!!!!can u b'lieve dat da narrators 4got deir lines?, 1 4get nvm de other 1 say la but both lehz.all da time we hav been practisin ok but jus b'cos of stagefright everytin all ruined!!!sux man.
k la las night dis iz wat happen lorz:we all hav 2 sit in da canteen n keep quiet, actualli at 1st no nid but thx 2 w** w** guy haiz da whole canteen silent, so sianz.our turn so da claz go up n hang round da staircase landin, i was tryin different wayz of sayin yo, so funni n dey say i so stiff.so fast den our nxt is my grp turn liao so kimberly go take table.i so jin zhang sia but tell moiself mus calm down, so time 4 us 2 go out n kimberly hit mrs nath leg wif da table.ouch dat mus hav hurt but we hav no time bother bout it.so we walk out larz, mi holdin da bomb, a.k.a moi son, hahahhahahahzzz.wah lau i was blinded by da spotlights i tell u, all i could c was a bunch of lights flashin n da dark audience, so we start larz.i said yo den do funni signs den go bac n stand n i was so nervous i played wif my fingers n pull until lyk gonna drop off.everytin was fine n i manage 2 speak normally not shaky until yar chee ying n michelle 4got da stoopit lines, we stood dere lyk sotongs starin at each other n finally dey remembered so da end la den gotta carry those bottles, da bomb n da table.i almos scolded da narrators but decided 2 b kind larz but can't help feelin sad lorz.1 integrity so good, won so many awards n i lyk bu shuang mostly cos of moi grp but oso cos i c other classes got so much claz spirit but not our claz, so sad.haiz...wat 2 do, alreadi over liaoz, jus hope nxt yr can do beta larz.dunno whether i speak loud enuf not but accordin 2 guanguan n a.o, dey say i was quite loud.2dae suppose 2 hav IT but las min say dun hav, so angri lorz.haiz...dunno whether 2 quit or not, actualli i dun wanna quit cos i wanna meet more ppl n i b'lieve dat IT is fun but ah ya dunno larz.buaiz...
suppose 2 hav band now but dey las minute say dun hav, so qian bian.actualli i find it a little weird liao when i n janelle came bac 2 sch after goin 2 long john's eat n saw 2 sec3 band ppl headin home lorz.i tot got no band n turns out true lorz.later gotta go sch again cos of choral night, so sux.2dae da promo camp sux man!!!so borin n monica's chess set got confiscated by dat bloody guy.srry horz.life sux lyk hell n i hate chinese chess!!!alwaz can't win 1 well actualli i nv use moi head go tink la but still sux.hate promo camp!!!2dae so sux too, received da chinese holidae homework, n hav so much man!!!!siao ah ask us 2 do so many things, 200 wordz book review lehz!!!!!i tink i gonna go mad, everythin so sux sux sux sux sux sux n i hate da damn bloody shitty fuckin homework.
k yesterdae open house n had 2 perform despite moi flu.move da instruments liao den still hav 2 arrange da chairs.i sat at da end n moi seniors were lyk u ok wif sittin dere?wanna chg place?i tink dey tot dat i would suffer fr stagefright but i didn't kaex.tink i performed quite bad la, blow lotz of wrong notes den got a few times i went out of tune, dun wanna say bout other ppl but i tink da shakers were not in time or sumtin so da song sounded funni but dunno la.so little audience n it's lyk so pathetic lorz n da performance seem 2 go quite fast leh, one moment we were performin den da nxt off stage liaoz.so go bac band room practice lorz den got break so i went 2 find monica n saw her in da full-u, she look so madam lyk lor.den practice again b4 can go 4 lunch, went wif janelle.after dat met theodora n we walked round lookin at our future juniors, she say dey all look nerdy but den we saw dis gal so chio kind.2nd performance can onli choose 1 song n i chose laputa lorz cos tempo slower mahz eventhough da song is longer.i got scratched by da stand n now got 1 big scar on my left leg, look lyk cane mark leh.second performance hav 2 wait so long n mus keep quiet so every1 so sian.den curtains opened n again so little ppl, haiz...tink i played beta den da 1st performance la.went bac 2 band room n i tot can go home liaoz but mr tan was dere so got band prac n again we did colonial collage.ask every1 2 blow dis part n moi turn dat time he say i slouch alot but actualli i was alreadi tryin moi best 2 sit up straight liaoz.end of band prac jasmine said we played lyk shit cos of sec1s i tink mostly b'cos of me n dat band image damaged.haiz...even ms teo said our 1st performance messy wat can be worst?i tink i da dumbest junior any1 had cos alreadi 1yr liao n i still can't play properly,haiz...stop here larx...bb
feelin terrible now, throat iz hurtin n my whole body feels hot.i can't get sick!!!no way i hav 2 perform dis sat.anywaz,yesterdae go da newater visitor centre, kimberly brought lotz of food n share wif us.eat alot leh, den hav 2 complete 1 stoopit worksheet on newater.been dere b4 n go dere again brought bac sum memories.go bac dat time was da best, hahahazzz, rachel acted as a tourguide, so lame.she look so sotong n everytime i c her i started laffin cos da look on her face so blur.she den act lyk blur blur so cute lorz n i started laffin lyk siao, laff until i got stomach cramps.rachel is da lamest n it's great dat she's da vice-chairman n i chairman of 3 integrity.2gether we r da lamest n 3i will rawk on 4eva!!!
ya i noe dat i m so lame, n i luv it.haiz...2mrw got performance n i m relli worried can't perform lorz, i tink if i can't perform i will cry ah cos practice so hard n in da end nutin lyk so shitty.wish me luck kaex dat i recover fr da stoopit flu n will b able 2 perform, buaiz...
2dae so sian, monica nv brin PE shirt so as a good fren i oso say i nv brin but actually i got.we had 2 run ten rounds but i walk mos of it.den go basketball court play basketball, well not actually play la but shoot hoops.so damn hot lor wearin uniform n havin PE but i dun care.i jus shot in da ball a few times onli n monica, theodora n lingli call me pro, i where got pro?i m more lyk shit.after we bored we go play da monkey bars, n lingli so pro can get across but i can't even hang on 4 10 secs cos i so fat.go bac class n mr low let us watch pearl harbour part2 n da boiz were so engross dat dey ask mr low 2 let dem watch in class durin recess time.after was chinese n i n monica played chinese chess but den hav 2 stop halfway cos gotta go hall 4 sum stoopit talk.cum bac dat time cj go n mess up da chess on purpose so can't play liao.janelle decided 2 do moi hair n tie until so high but later drop down again.she did da same 4 rachel la n she look so grown up n in fact quite pretty leh.den monica n theodora go play chess n i tok 2 rachel lorz.tok bout our class n da 3i band, den chin chow cum n interrupt say wat 1 me n monica 2 cum on sat 4 filmin but i say i got performance n he actually ask me 2 quit.can u b'lieve it?shit lor actually i had tot bout quitin long time ago cos band prac takes up lotz of times but decided 2 stay, haiya c how 1st la.wateva though band cums first cos it's my core cca.after sch pei janelle go home n we tok bout band all da way, bout seniors la( good things hor) practically bout everytin la.i was so engross n decided not 2 get off at khatib so drop at yishun n den go interchange but janelle pei wo wait 4 moi bus.k shall end la buaiz...
haiz...2dae so sux, got bac exam results, almos died of shock.moi eng so damn bad, jus pass by 4 marks, i almos cried cos eng use 2 b very good but now...anywaz, got bac maths n quite ok larz den got bac sci, quite good oso, my mcq top da class.home-econs i top da class i tink, got 95 but haiz get so high but if eng fail got wat use?geog sux man, lit i manage 2 pass la, thank god cos i nv finish.chinese oso not bad, n 4 cme i write crap but manage 2 get good marks la.dunno y leh but i more happi bout moi sci den home-econs, still prayin 2 get into triple-sci class in sec3.haiz, overall i not too happi wif moi results but wat's done is done liao.got another shock 2dae, janelle told me dat wenqi was veli angry wif me yesterdae 4 not takin da stands n oso 4 not blowin onstage.haiz...feel kinda sad lorz dat moi senior hate me n spent da whole dae tinkin how 2 apologize 2 her.actually da reason i nv take stands is cos i alreadi takin files liao n hav no hands 2 take animore stuff.should hav guess dat she was angry wif me yesterdae when phyllis n deb tok 2 me bout da files n not blowin but i so stoopit.tot bout it da whole dae but in da end nv apologize, so shall say it here larz.erhmmm...wenqi i m srry 4 not takin da stands n 4 not blowin onstage, hope u not angry wif me liaoz.i noe dat dere is veli little chance she will c dis but anywaz srry.k actualli i wanted 2 say 2 her personally but i dunno how 2 kai kou when dere iz so much ppl round her.veli da nervous bout sat's performance leh, i still can't play it properly, scared will mess up da whole song.haiz...i so lonely.2dae i saw melissa n huiru, so said hi 2 dem but dey pretend not 2 c me.fine, so much 4 bein frenly n still get ignored.2dae band prac deb made me stand up n play hahahahazz den ask me 2 clap timing, tink i clapped inconsistent, suddenly fast den slow but i onli junior wat.saw melissa strugglin wif her tuba, she looked so da sad n pathetic, haiz can't blame her lahz.sigh...sumtimes i feel so outcast in band lyk every1 ignores me cos i can't play n since i m da onli junior, dere's no 1 2 tok 2, so borin...i try 2 b frenly yes but still feel lyk got 1 barrier between me n these ppl.try 2 tok 2 da tuba juniors but dey c me onli dey quickly turned away, i look veli fierce meh?haiz...wateva, los rachel's othello thingy, how ah?k gtg liaoz baiz...erm...ppl u can tag at moi chatterbox kaex if got anythin 2 say horz.
2dae got rehearsal 4 open house so hav 2 stay bac.wah lau move da instruments, stands n all 2 da hall so tirin man, stoopit skool no lift.kaex b4 i go on, 4got 2 say dat melissa n huiru chg instruments lehz.melissa(ng)now play tuba, so shockin rite, fr clarinet jump 2 tuba, if u ask me 2 play tuba i tink i would quit, euph iz big enough liaoz.den huiru play trumpet lorz, melissa not happi n heard fr ppl dat she cry.anywaz, so brin all da instruments up liao, watch c.o n guzheng play den huiru keep askin me how 2 buzz.i mean if she wanna learnt how she should ask her senior rite not me cos i not her senior wat den i say i take my mouthpiece n show her she dun 1.wateva, so our turn liao n bring all da instruments up n took quite long 2 settle.wah lau my position ah so bad lehz, da spotlights shinin n me lorz n it's so hot.i noe i veli good la but no need shine so mani spotlights on me rite?( jokin jokin, i where got good)i so nervous leh n didn't relli play n can tell dat every1 oso played not so well.i so dumb lorz, dare not blow loud cos euph onli got 2 ppl n i scared i play wrong.anywaz mrs wong came n lecture us den every1 had 2 move da instruments down again, so sux.go bac 2 da band room jasmine looked bu shuang n i noe dat we were gonna get punished liaoz.she ask questions but no 1 answered so she giv us 20 secs 2 fall in at da canteen in a straight line.every1 run lyk siao den she want us 2 fall in accordin 2 height in 10 secs. i so short so hav 2 stand near da front n so qiao all da euphs stand 2gether lehz, almos same height. made us tuck in our shirt den jasmine go round check, den after made us ans loudly 2 her questions.if ppl walk past dey would tink it's u.g trainin ah.den horz i nearly died when phyllis told me 2 c her after band.i was tinkin wat did i do wrong n was i gonna suffer da fate of eileen?wah lau i relli scared lorz n when we go inside da band room da whole time i was tinkin bout it.i tot it's b'cos i nvm shout loud enuf lorz n ltr she would gimme voice trainin lehz.deb ask me questions n i ans her so deadly, 4 da 1st time i wish band nv end.aftr band i go c her but it turns out she not gona gimme scoldin, she jus say nxt time mus help wenqi take da stands n files when she conductin cos we a section n mus help each other.i feel so heng sia.thx 2 my senior i did not kana virus ah, jus now nut send me da 'funni' file, luckily i did not accept.haiz...still worried bout whether i can perform.kaex shall end here...buaiz
haiz...finally i m bac bloggin.yesterdae so stoopit, chin chow say got IT but hor when i eat finish n go collect da key 2 open da room he said it's too late n ask us 2 go home.wat kind of shit is dat?he himself not at da staffroom when i go collect key wat so i n monica go eat la.he cannot expect us 2 wait 4 him right?i'm tinkin of goin 2 da mondae section cos dere i believe got more opportunities.4 1 entire year all we ever did is capturin n learn sum stoopit stuff, we nv relly got da chance 2 shoot videos n join competitions.lyk dat go on where got cca points?oso we hav no seniors 2 teach us, dat's sort of a good thin n a bad thing k, no seniors meant dat dere is no 1 2 boss u around n dat rules does not exist but havin no seniors meant oso dat whenever we had sumtin we dunno, dere's no 1 2 ask.anywaz monica suggested go bowlin but i did not 1 cos onli 2 ppl lyk so borin so we stayed bac n used da com lor n did lotz of nice stuff but can't tell here if not ppl will noe da surprise.we played lotz of nice songs n saw sum funny titles so we laughed n behind us sum sec4 gals were lyk shushin us.monica said dat without theodora i seem 2 tok more, well actually i realised dat ever since we start 2 hang we theodora, i n monica hav had more enemies.i oso notice dat sum ppl dun relly lyk me as much now, say i m jus paranoid or wat but i feel so.k i dun wish 2 tok more on dis as i noe dat dere is a chance she might read dis.we were pretty fine b4 she came along but o nvm...sumtins r meant not 2 b said.few daes ago got julia gabriel wich sux lyk hell cos dis mad guy made us shout our lines n now my throat is feelin weird.dis sat got band n i dun wanna go cos i wanna slp but owells.kaex hav nutin much else 2 say so buaiz.
i m jus so tired of everytin, ppl sayin dat i m way much luckier den dem, ppl say wat nonsense crap bout me, go say wateva u want i dun care anymore.stoopit life, wheneva i hav sumtin wich i tot i can finally own, ppl go snatch it away fr me.no 1 understans how i feel of course dey r not me, i m jus so confuse rite now.y dere r sum things dat ppl can get so easily but i hav 2 work twice or even gazillion times harder 2 get it.say i m jealous or wateva, i dun relly giv a damn.u ppl out dere dun understan me so leave me alone, actually i m a veri dependant person, i can't stan bein lonely but it's worse if u cum n bother me sayin things lyk i unreasonable.i dunno wat i crappin here n i m not sure any1 can understan wat i m tryin 2 say but heck care.
kaex i bac bloggin liaoz, exams r over ya suppose 2 b happi but i m not cos i felt i did relly badly lorz.usually when i finish moi exams i hav a sense of lyk u noe confidence 1 but now i jus keep tinkin bout da exam n wish i had written dis n dat.ah ya i jus wish time could b turned bac n i promise dat i would study relly relly hard but it can't b helped.i relly blame myself 4 not studyin everydae n in da end lyk cram everytin into 1 dae 2 study.haiz...next year mus remember 2 study hard 4 end of year cos i relly wana get into triple sci class n moi mom too 1 me 2 go dere.still tinkin bout da lit paper wich i did not finish, ppl say i will not fail cos my mid-year will pull me up but i tink it's da other way round lorz.feelin so annoyed wif myself n 'her'.u noe wat i hate i hate ppl who r so clever but dey act lyk dey so stupid, 4 wat 4 da sake of bein modest?well dat person's actin skills sux man!i m born lyk dat i jus hate ppl lyk dat.dat's y i hate jolyn, i jus can't stand her bein da 1st, u noe her she was actually em2 but her mom ask 4 her 2 b em1, how can she get 264?k mayb she studied relly hard so i hav no right 2 b jealous.but ppl who dun study can get so great rewards y?da world's unfair dat's y.wateva i m crappin here.yesterdae i dreamt da weirdest dream, i dreant dat i was wif nut, ash, brind n gai again.how weird well not actually i jus miss dose pri sch daes.haiz...havin very bad stomach cramps now but can't do anytin bout it.i m jus so irritated wif her, popularity is alwaz within her hands wat mus i do 2 get popular huh?go hav a extreme make over?ouch dat hurts.everytin jus sux in my life...even moi msn iz not workin kaex shall stop here buaiz...
kaex long time nv blog cos busy studyin 4 exams ma erm...tink nxt few daes i wun b bloggin.mos ppl tink i laf cos i veri happi but it's not true k, i beri weird 1. i laf cos i sad, sigh.....n i luv moi 3I 2004!!!crappin here so buaiz....
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